i dont know if this is normal or not but i just feel like i am still completely new to this mother thing and its to the point where i refuse to go back to work or school anytime soon all because i want to watch my baby do everything. I dont want to miss a thing, his first steps, words, first time crawling or sitting.
I feel like i just want to spend every moment i can with him. I just absolutely LOVE being a mother especially to him.

Dont get me wrong, I TOTALLY admire mothers that work or go to school or do BOTH. Education is definitely important and in the long run itll benefit you and your child. And as far as working, bills need to be paid, babies are expensive so u gotta do what u gotta do. I understand that and i have alot of respect for mothers that can do that. But for me, i find it so hard to do neither because i know that he’s not going to be a baby forever and this is my first child , and who knows if i’ll ever have another one so i dont wanna look back one day and regret not spending enough time with him as i wish i had.

any mothers here feel the same way? especially the young mothers that still have school to think about?